Dignity Done

2018... Not sure about you, but it feels like something new. This year @lalalesia & I have been cleaning out a few areas in life letting go of what isn’t needed, what is causing too much conflict, & focusing on learning something new while accepting who we are individually & together. It has been challenging, but there is a sense of calm that I haven’t felt before in life. This huge stack of paperwork was found again after about 4 years, & all of it is from 05/2009 - 05/2014.
Even though life was focused towards art during this time, a lot of my life was spent going through surgeries, & watching the life I built slowly fade away. Not to mention constantly defending myself by writing letters & making phone calls to ensure my health & life were taken care of during the economic crash. This time period with all the other experiences taught me a lot, & that nothing is forever. The only choice through the rough cycles is to take action, & try to find ways to control yourself through the chaos.
On 4 separate occasions I had to defend myself against @prudential as an ERISA case even during vocational rehab. It was exhausting. The best lesson finally learned was that winning sometimes means letting go so the thing that is taking your energy, love, focus or courage to move forward in life loses the power over you. If each of us only knew what was deep down inside of each & every one of us. What would happen if we encouraged that type of growth? What would the world look like? It’s time to choose something different, let go, forgive yourself & others, start living. I’m not starting the next decade with these damn papers.


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