Letting it go

I have smoked, vaped, ingested, grown, transported & sold a lot of marijuana throughout most of my life. My father had a heroin addiction from the Vietnam War that eventually lead to suicide, & my mother smoked the green from conception through gestation. It is almost as though marijuana has been attached to my DNA. At 12 going on 13 I started rolling j’s as Mom slowly weaned herself off. For the last 30 years it has always been somewhere near by, even in situations where more than likely if caught, my life would have been dramatically different.
I have used it for pain management & appetite encouragement with surgeries, to open my mind & see other aspects of hidden life, & have also felt a sense of community with it at times.
But, when you get to the point that you’re smoking a minimum of 2 ounces a month & nobody knows... Well then we might to reconsider what addiction or destructive habitual use is. I’m not saying it’s bad, although like everything there is a tipping point when the benefits don’t outweigh the known destructive components. Also, if you keep doing the same thing looking for different results, that is insanity.
For me, it has been time to let go for awhile, & I’m proud to say that this decision has brought a lot of clarity. What is holding you back from you?


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